alright so now i’m angry
really angry
I’m shaking and no matter how much I breathe the air’s not going to my lungs and I’ve got a massive headache I think I’m going to pass out
There’s this one girl in my class who I just do not like. I’ll call her E. So anytime I’d talk to my friends and E comes around, I’d be telling a story and she interrupts with some really shitty insulting assumption that’s always false. Like, she thought that I didn’t like school dances when I love those all the time and she said that she expected me to make kids cry and it’s like excuse you bitch I really love little kids and it’s because they aren’t super shitty with their assumptions like you are.
It really pisses me off how my mom is buying useless stuff but I’ve been asking for help in raising the money to pay for my summer schooling that I need or else I can’t graduate like really mom I think my education is a BIT more important than your iTunes cards seriously. I bet all the cards you’ve bought in the last month would have at least covered half of the costs.
It makes me angrier that right after she overspends she fucking gives me a pathetic look like “I didn’t know” when I’ve been telling her I needed help for fucking months and I have a week a WEEK - I take that back I have ten days to get the money. I’m not going to get the money, I already know it. I won’t be getting my license this year or the class I need to graduate. Okay.
alright no it’s not okay to claim that my best friend is your best friend mainly because wow you haven’t really done much to be her best friend??? You get her gifts from time to time and do her hair but when she’s really in trouble or having a really bad day you call it as her being a bad person at the time. I know I do the same thing sometimes but that’s because I know exactly what I’m talking about since I’ve helped my friend out from the bottom up. Don’t fucking complain about being “replaced” when you aren’t even being so. I don’t even understand why she replaced you for me. Oh, yeah, never mind. It’s because I actually try to stop her from doing really dumb things. Whatever. call me selfish and all you want but I just want her to be safe and you’re putting her at risk and that is unacceptable
Oh, her keyboard is messed up, too.
Well, this will make it harder to try to type.
Whatever.
